i am going to try to start posting more.

that being said, when i got into my car leaving school, and driving out of the parking lot, i felt something.

i felt myself feeling that i was going to miss being in my school when i go to tennessee this week.

weird.

3 1/2 months.

i cried today for the first time in 3 1/2 months. it came as a huge relief to me. i never thought i was going to be back to "normal" again. now, i want to believe that i will be.

want to.